Teela Hart

Surviving Domestic Violence

the truth


who is it

does it matter

do you even care

well its your conscience

its all that shit you want to ignore

its all that hatred you have toward yourself



why do you hate yourself

what have you done to anyone

is it the lies

is it the hard decisions you made to make it easier on yourself when noone else did

is it the bullshit that you had to deal with and you blame yourself

is it the love you never got

is it the hell that rained on you like on sodom and gomorrah

is it the fact that you dont know what your doing

is it the fact that shit never works out right

are you here

dont you love

dont you do what you can for everyone

sure you can be selfish but doesnt that mean you love yourself at least a little

can you deal with that

does that little bit of love make you feel guilty

does the fact that you cant think of everyone else 110 percent of the time make you tear your own heart out and cry endlessly about how noone ever loves you enough

are you alive………

do you care?

11 thoughts on “the truth

  1. Hope both you and Carey are ok – this sounds so sad šŸ˜¦ Sending you and Carey hugs xxx ā¤


  2. Reblogged this on My Little "Corner" on WordPress and commented:
    Knock, Knock…Who’s There? Your, Your Who? Your G-U-I-L-T-Y C-O-N-S-C-I-E-N-C-E, that’s W-H-O!!!


  3. And so, the person HAD lost her/his conscience, by hurting someone, and, that person will NEVER sleep well again, NO matter what…


  4. Wrestling within yourself…I think we’ve all been there a time or two. Frustration and self-doubt is a real bitch.


  5. Call me Carey.


  6. this is sad šŸ˜¦ are you ok?


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